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From the album earlyNOP: The First Two LMNOP Albums. This track was originally issued on the first independently released cassette LMNOP.

lyrics

They're giving me the go ahead.
So I will pull away.
Dealing with the people that I meet each day
Makes me want to die today.

I'm dying all the time
While saying hi
So I must close my eyes.
To keep the tears inside
I have to hide.
I won't live for many years.

So they refuse to see the real me.
They are twisting me inside.
I won't cry
Because nobody cares
To see what I'm like inside.

Some people give themselves away.
Some people choose to hide.
I'm finding more and more it's hard to know
In which of them to confide.

So I continue on the same path
To find where I ought to be.
Won't you try
To help me understand these feelings
Of suicide.

And mental health begins with yourself.
Will I ever find a cure?
I'll get by.
I guess it's just a case
Of never quite knowing
Why.

credits

from earlyNOP: The First Two LMNOP Albums, released April 25, 2014
Composer, producer, all instruments and vocals: S. Fievet.

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